winter blahs.

i feel really depressed and i don't know why. i hate this feeling but i go through it every winter. i call it...'the winter blahs.' it's always dark outside, its super cold, school is just boring, and i just never want to do anything. i'm struggling in a lot of areas, i feel like i'm doing everything right yet i'm just not happy. i know this isn't a very uplifting blogpost but it's one of vulnerability. i'm struggling and could use pray. i'm trying my best to be positive and take joy in the small happenings of every day life but i'm sick of pretending that everything is ok and that i'm rainbows and unicorns all the time. so this is me being honest and asking for prayer. thanks. five more weeks until spring:)